To do or not to do...

I have finally made my decision - that I am not going to do the lumpectomy this time. Apparently, I found out I'm having lots of lumps in both breasts and doc suggest to do lumpectomy to take some samples to send to the lab. I've met 3 doctors so far, all suggest that I do but I can still postpone if I want to and I'll be put under observation. So for now I opt for the latter suggestion due to the current situation I'm in. Mom has been hospitalised since last week and going to hospital a lot can risk infection. I'm afraid the wound from lumpectomy won't be able to heal in time for delivery and may cause unnecessary risk/difficulities for me and the coming baby. So - KIV first.

Last check-up I was only 59kg and baby estimated weight 1.98 kg. Well, I didn't gain much weight after a lot of walking the past weeks. Still plan to fully breastfeed baby with current condition, it is even riskier not to breastfeed. I hope the lumps are just lactation cycst that will go away with breasfeeding.

Life is difficult right now. But praying hard that I'll be strong and nothing will go wrong.